I miss playing with this ones hair everyday....
I miss singing with princess pants everyday....
I miss playing peek-a-boo with this little guy everyday...
I (sadly)don't have a picture of either but I miss my sweet 10 year old cousin hitting on me every 20 min. and my favorite uncle telling him to stop cause im his cousin.....everyday
I miss talking to her everyday....
but most of all...I miss waking up to this everyday....
Its true that sometimes he can drive me SO crazy, but I really can't imagine my life without him. Especially now, having been deprived of his presence for a week...with one more to go, it blows my mind how I lived life before him. As absolutely korny and cheesy as it sounds, without him around...sometimes I feel like I can't breathe. Its like he came into my life and I was finally able to breathe. I know, how Gay of me...so I shall stop. I just miss him and all of these other people up there who make my life so special.
Even though I miss them, I really have enjoyed my time home. I have learned to many things about my family as well as myself. I have taken time to let things within my heal and tried to strengthen bonds. For example, I have learned that my sweet little 10 year old brother has one of the most kind hearts. He honestly does, he is so Christlike its almost eerie. I have also learned that my youngest sister here is so much more wonderful than I have ever given her credit for. She is strong willed and is a fighter but is also tender and sweet. I really admire that about her.I have sadly learned that my sweet baby sister is almost all grown up...she is not little anymore and has this huge wonderful life...that goes on with out me. I have learned that my step mom can do A LOT at one time...and it super good at juggling everyone's needs all at once. Most importantly I have learned that I have an excellent loving father, who at the most busy time of his life, can take time out and put in all on hold to take me on a trip to fulfill my needs. I have learned that I am a whole lot stronger than I thought I was and that with God, anything really is possible. I am excited for the remainder of my time and look forward to getting to know the Bradhams even better at the beach. My sweet mother in law took me on a girls day out and we picked strawberries and just talked and it was wonderful, she is so easy to talk to and it such a great listener.
